Akhir Kehidupan Mahasiswa

Today i close my eyes….

And slowly count to ten….

There are image of what i’ve done….

In there, A blurry vision of you…..

Like the floaters in my eyes….

You can’t just get to be ridden of easily….

For those sin i’ve made…..

I might not be able to sleep….

Sometimes in live we made a sin…..

A what so called inerasable sin…..

A flower won’t bloom without the rain….

Sad memories are there to fertilize our live….

Those seasons are still changing….

The flower wilt and then renew….

The dream crashed burn….

And one day be replaced with new….

Maybe that is the meaning of live….

A sin….A sad…..And also within…..

A bless….A happy memory…..

Maybe that is the meaning of live….

PS:

I missed of being blown by your gentle wind….

That could quietly (without spoken) relieved me….

PS2:

Floaters…buat yang gak tau….adalah sebuah bayangan didalam mata….dan bentuknya kayak mengganggu sekali…seseorang dengan minus tinggi seperti gue bisa melihatnya….Itu adalah sesuatu yang nyata buat kami seseorang dengan minus tinggi….Sama halnya "halo" dari cahaya di malam hari….semakin tinggi minus semakin besar "halo" yang kita lihat…..Makanya kadang gue bermasalah kalo nyetir malam hari, karena mata gue bener2 sensitif ama cahaya….Dan kalau siang hari gue melepas kacamate gue bisa melihat bayangan (floaters)….Mungkin suatu saat gue bakal buta dan gak bisa melihat karena retinal detachment (penyakit minus tinggi)…..tapi mungkin juga tidak….

Diatas gue kasih contoh floaters yang udah parah…gue gak sampe segitu gedenya…cuma banyak….dan ini contoh halo yang terjadi karena efek lensa yang gue pake dimata….ini kecil halonya….kalo yang malem gue liat lebih besar dari ini dan menyilaukan sekali…..

10.46PM

Hmmm….hari ini gue sms ama temen gue cewek gila shopping maniak bola satu itu…..Kmaren terakhir message gue dia lagi jalan di singapore sebelum final test dia di ITB….Dasar giling….Dan minggu ini dia jalan lagi ke malay hunting barang2 mid year sale….

Hari ini gue mikir….how expensive a women life could be in a day?…..Sekarang gue pikir, seandainya orang itu adalah anak mahasiswa 19 taon….how expensive this women daily life could be?….

Berbicara soal konsumerisme itu emang sinting sih…..Did you know how much a casual multicolor anagram of louis vuitton medium sized volume?….About $3300(35jt di counter indo)….Did you know how much a ferragamo shoes could be?….Rp.13jt…Did you know how much chanel glasses could be?…..Rp.5jt….Did you know how much a designer jeans could be?….A guess jeans could reach Rp.1,5jt….Dan ada banyak line product diatas guess….Did you know how much a night serum for women’s face could be in 3 months?….Rp.5jt….Cewek itu barang mahal kalo dipikir2….Can’t afford it….hahahaha…..

Sebagian dari diri gue lega, bahwa prinsip you get what you pay gak bisa diterapkan pada seluruh hal….contohnya cewek cantik, pintar, dan ceria tidak selalu bersama pria ganteng, pintar dan gaul…..Hahahaha……

Because in a way….boku wa binbo desu….binbo itu secara term bisa berarti miskin…bisa juga berarti tidak memiliki apa2(secara talent)…..hahaha….

PS:

Salah satu tulisan yang gue sukai di dalam blog orang lain hari ini….

http://dimsummed.blogs.friendster.com/metaphormosis/2006/06/successfully_su.html

2.12AM

Today i try to close my eyes again….

But i can’t….I am way too damn nerveous….

Giling….besok gue akhirnya jalan ama cewek "harvard" gue waktu SMA….Dan gue bener2 deg2an nerveous abis…..can’t stop thinking what shirt should i wear….Trying to remember her smile….and everything….After all this year….I think i still have a crush on her…..damn…..Nerveous gak bisa tidur begini dan sedikit too excited dimalam hari karena besok…..Giling….Dah lama gue gak ngerasain perasaan kayak begini….

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