Multifaceted life….
My earth inside my heart try to crawl backward….
There is a lot things that I regret but I’ve never want to change the past….
But if I have to stay blinded by the past to see your smile….
I would do that…..
Your voices had became usual….
I had lost that feeling of rush if i’d see you….
But the feelings of wanting you to stay are still here….
I think I can’t live without you….
Drop me leave me was all you can think….
For you might forget how it felt….
Repeat it over and over…..
And maybe you left alone like you wanted to…..
Under my feet there lies a little grass….
No matter how many time I step on it grows bigger and bigger….
I said to myself, maybe this is what i look like….
Heaven will come to me one day….
PS:
4 different events…..4 different poems…..They are maybe crossing in every words one to another….But every 4 of them are me….The loser in me…..The winner in me…..The hope in me….The hatred that came out of me….They are all me….Can you handle em?…
Can you handle people if they are unpredictable…..
